>:)

 hey peepal.
before i start my rants, i shall put some sexy pictures to calm myself.
GD biting his thumb > you. sorry, it's true.

holy mama.


holy mamas.  HOLY FUDGECAKES.

oh okay, i guess i'm done. not  ha.

okay hello, soo umm how am i gonna say this..

alright, so as i was going to say

Dibby has this insecure problem that when she's alone, she thinks she has no friends, when they are loads of the beside, but she doesn't wanna acknowledge them
anyways, still remember when Kenneth, Joyee and I were very close, cause we're in the same class and all. then she gets super annoying saying that we'll forgot her or whatsoever.

Now, after Joyee being in Canada (i hate you), Kenneth going with his friends, and i'm left with Sodharya and Yie Shyuan.... well, and Kenneth and Jocelyn~ :D  but that's not the point. So, as i was saying, just because she didn't come for one day, she keeps saying sorry, cause if she didn't come i'll be alone. which isn't true, cause i do like mixing (liar), but only when i'm not doing anything. if i read a good book and you're bothering me, you're dead. ANYWAYS, i don't really want you to say sorry to me. Like, why pity me? My Sunday school teacher said this once: don't take pity, take action. something like that, i forgotten. I don't feel like explaining a different topic. and as i said many many gazillion times, everything is not about you.

Conclusion: i don't want your pity, i've friends other than you.  cute Seungri is cute. and another rant. oh, now she's always with bibby and lippy, i get it they're the same class. but i don't know, i'm thinking too much. It just sucks you know, your considered best friend for two years didn't tell you that she's having a little so called gathering at her house. and yes, i know i'm not involved, but be kind enough to just ask me. i don't know, seems like everyone close to me is getting distanced. '' that last sentence doesn't look the good'' Forget it. Yes, i'm jealous, but don't tell me you won't feel it when you're facing these kind of problems. ''fake friends come and go, but true ones stays'' i made it. lol as i said, i wanna guy bestfriend. urgently. anyone volunteering? :( i don't think i'm bitching about it am i? Well, i'm not even telling anyone... unless if you read my blog, umm hi random reader.

thank you Bubz!! :D ohh, HAPPY MERDEKA!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MALAYSIA!! 55 YEARS! oh hi, Tunku Abdul Rahman. Happy Independence Day Malaysia! Proud to be Malaysian, just not very fond of the rulers. xx