what a troll.

꿈.

finallehhh, the hols are here! :D and that only means, i'm closer to day when i can get on the plane and just leave Malaysia for a period of time. and only means, trials are coming and i'm totally not ready for a single thing. for this term i barely studied and yet i went in clueless and lost. how i wished mid-term didn't exists. i'm a total screwed up mess, as a student all i'm supposed to do is just study, study and be a good student. yet, i'm none of the above, i act as if i know everything or anything while in reality all i care or know about won't help me during the future, and thinking about things that will never happen. Is this how a teenager lives? why is that people who are pretty, popular, sociable, clever, and just perfect. how can they manage so many things? when i can barely do or am none. And i remember the face Ms Yeow gave Shawn when he was performing on stage, when am i gonna get that from someone? just because of my timid-ness and my lack of courage i can't do the things i want or dream of. i don't know but one thing i want to show people is my singing, i want people's comments. cause if no one comments, i will never know if i'm good at it or not and  that's kind of my dream at the moment. and sometimes, i don't even know why i'm so shy. is it because i'm afraid of what people may think if i be myself to people other than my friends. when am i gonna have the courage to do what i want to do? even if i do sound bad, at least i tried right? but now i barely tried yet i'm already thinking about the negative side.

so at the moment my dream is to sing infront of people. 

"You never know what you can do until you try."

도전하기 전까지는 네가 무엇을 할 수 있는지 절대 알 수 없다.

news flash!

i fell in love with 5 dorks aka B1A4. well, i liked them before but now the hole is deeper. woots~

Post Election Post.

woot! so guess who is running our government for another 6 years? YEAP, you got it gurl-friend~
 Barisan Nasional~! :D woohoooooo! yeahahhhh! another 6 blessing years to come~! *sense my sarcasm?*

well, whatever. win or loose, we still hate you. whatever.

fuckin'asshole. gheeiiii.

bigbangshinki. lol

yes, you go Kyuhyun!

 NO. STOP IT.
STOP.

 hwallalalalala~ yoo chun the smirking god~ !

 :3

"If one of the members leaves the team ,
i will not stay in TVXQ anymore."
-Kim Junsu

AND THE TEARS STREAM DOWN MY FACEE! :( 

oh my beautiful snowflake :(


  ><
 Junsu's dongbangshinki era

to a more happy section!~

AHH, i find the fanarts super adorbsss! :D




 fuck fuck fuckkkk, look at neck veins.. omg

school ; cunts.

i hate school, let me repeat. -commercial break- i've yet to receive my album :( ohhh, i'm so afraid it's a scam! :( -back to story- i don't know, i feel like i'm distanced with all my friends.. most important Min Yuan, like... (i don't know how to put this) but it seems like whatever secret she tells i may be the last one, or she will just leave me out.. i am concerned.. but ya know, i try to not put it at heart... with Faye Venn, let's just say, i'm not close or never will be. Jing Ru, i don't know.. yeah i talk to her, well cause we're in the same class and all...... and we regularly have arguments... like everyday..... so it's kinda on off... i think i may be closer to her than i with Min Yuan. but i feel that Jing Ru doesn't like me? anyways, with Jocelyn yeah, we're good together and whatsoever, but whenever i tell her something or about a person she'll be so blur! goshhhh! she needs to improve on her stalking skills! hohohoh! other than that, because of K-Pop Julie and I are quite close? in a good way, i guess? yay! :D and i can't keep up with damn school, i barely know what teachers are teaching yet i don't want to do anything about it. i suck.
 
fucking cunt.
:(

 sexy yet derp. i likez

 ~love is in the air~

~dead~



 still a fucking cunt.


CUNT! 
 one question, what is Jae wearing? poncho??

 gheiiii!


i guess i'll end here! ~ :D


ps. pictures aren't mine, and whatever i said wasn't meant to harm them or whatsoever you would understand if you were a fan~ :D