Gay post~

Got my new glasses. And I look very weird. :/ yes yes i was supposed to double check whatsoever. But I thought it looked great. Now I'm regretting. My life is full of regrets ain't it :( lol, hopefully I will get use to it! 라라라라라~ -gay post-

The new family member. What?

Complains and others.

I know complaining means you're not grateful blah blah blah. But, sometimes you just gotta let it out ya know? And since I'm not those 1 on 1 friend talk thingy, I prefer writing or typing it all out. Somewhat like the diary of a wimpy kid dude. Minus the wimp. Lol, anyways. It has been weeks since my birthday, and I've yet to receive anything. Passed so many Saturdays and Sundays and yet I don't have any gift. And the tension between Kenneth and I is totally out of hand. Come on, you said we are always the first. We stick together through thick and thin. And where are you now? I know I'm not supposed to say this but. Fuck you Kenneth. Once a liar always one, I still can't believe I trusted you. I regretted treating you as my bestfriend as you now treat us like shit (strangers). But thanks for showing us your true colours. Hope your new friends can tolerate your bullshit better than us.

life.

3teratai, lovely class but with some extra rotten apples.

Jessica, Daniel, Xufern and gang, new kid. to name a few. yes, i find them  fucking annoying or just plain disturbing

did you know what my ''pure eyes'' saw? Jessica and Daniel making out. roughly, ew. and the reason why? cause they were drunk, fucking drunk.... how the fuck did you even bring in that bottle of vodka in? and for fuck sake, you're underage! and to those who are covering their disturbing behavior, you're either fucking retarded or you're fucking dumb. and to daniel, you want us to what? not tell anybody about it? who the fuck are you to tell me what to say or what to do? you've no rights to stop us from telling, cause if you didn't want us to talk about this, you could at least get a room. or do it somewhere else. i don't care if you fuck, just not near my sight. how disrespectful can you get? and to xinli saying " what? you never see before meh? grow up lah" what? what is it you say? you expect me to grow up, and just continue with my life, well sorry. i'm still 15, i'm still under my parents wings. to those helping them, if you're gonna help them cause they tell you they won't do it again, think again. just take a while to fucking think! if you say you're "helping" them, you're actually making them worse. let them learn a lesson! and dear Jessica, please don't make people call you a slut, or maybe that's the name you were going for? cause if it's then you're doing a very good job! job well fucking done. discrimination to women. and to her ex bf, just give up. she doesn't need you, and you won't need those kind of human being.

sorry for cursing, i usually don't curse like that but, let me go yeah?

new kid, please. calm your attitude. no one likes it. 

and kenneth, i don't get you, and i'll never will. since all the debts are paid, you can officially leave. i don't need you and you asshole like attitude. i tell you everything since were my bestfriend, but since you don't do the same, and yet say i won't understand. well, go find someone better. i do regret buying so many and expensive stuffs for you, but yet i can't be pissed as it seems like a debt.

to all my close friends except Jocelyn, you indeed ruined my 15th birthday. i didn't wanna act as if it was a big deal, but yes it is indeed the worst. gave faye venn and amanda a birthday as i owe them, do i get any in return? no. you say you didn't get the time to buy me something, it may look like i'm complaining or whatsoever, but at least you could've made me a card and say you'll get me something afterwards. but do i get any on the date itself? well, thanks for showing me who were my true friends. not even wishing me, thanks. what's the point of wishing a day late, when you saw me the whole day? friends for 3 years, yet. am i that of a bad friend to get treated like this? when i was in london, mum told me just to buy them chocolates for my friend, yet i said i need to get them stuff rather than stupid chocolates. came back, i got stuff that i could easily get from Malaysia. yes, i was very disappointed. but yet i kept my cool. the only goods that i can accept are Jocelyn's pretty notebook and the BigBang notepad. tho, it's not important i just wanna point it out. back to my "birthday" day, end of school mum had to comfort me by saying "i told you to just buy them chocolates, but yet you didn't listen to me. as i said, Family is the most important." mum knows best. always. 

and the only thing that made my birthday day more special than normal days was when i spent half day which wasn't wasted yet with my closest family members. so, technically the only present i received was from Jocelyn, even a week late. well, i can't be mad at her, friends with her only for half a year so if she didn't remember, i'll let it go. hah. what was even more heartbreaking is that, even Hui Shyen wished me. and i don't even consider her as my friend, but my senior. you know whatever. it's soon gonna be a month after that day, i vow to myself to entirely erase what had happen and just keep going. tho, i wish i could.
even tho you guys acted if you guys knew, it still didn't made me any happier. and the reason why i cried was because i was hurt that neither of you wished me not because i lost a stupid RM 10. whatever, i'm done with birthdays. and next time, if you want to surprise another person on their birthday don't count me in. if you think i'm spoiling the party, i apologize in advance. sorry.

it's only the first month of the year, yet there's so many stories to share. and there will be more.

Jaejoong! :D

hi! :D sorry for not posting for a month or so! :P i do apologize~

anyways, yes if you're thinking if is it another birthday post, you're darn right. :P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM JAE JOONG~!!
생일 축하한다 OPPA! :D

although i only know you a few months ago, i instantly fell in love with you and the others !! today is only about Jaejoongie oppa!

and do you know that my first k-pop album is JaeJoong's solo album!!?! :P

anyways, here are some breath-taking pictures of him! enjoy~















 yes, yes.

*pics aren't mine* 


anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HERO! :D

12/12/12 aka Seungri's birthday! :D

wohooo! :D guess who is turning 23/22!! YES!! IT'S MY PANDA OPPA! :D heheh, 생일축하합니다! :D 

omgomgomgogmogmogmomgogmogmogmgom.

the maknae is finally and officially.......... still a maknae....... HAHAHA!

 :D Seungri, because of you all of the Big Bang secrets are out... 정말고마워요.
Lee Seung Hyun <3 saranghaeyo~ 


 the cutest maknae in the whole wide world. well... as this boy grows into a man, i don't think so i can call him cute anymore :( but i can call him hot.

 :3 

 no comments.

 *gulp*

 *dead* wait. * i'm still alive~* AHAHAHAHHAHAHA, Seungri u so da charming~ 

Seungri oppa, if i were you i would have accepted it.... heheh

 in what universe can i not call you cute???


*dead, again.*

 wow, fantastic engrish~ 

hahahhahahah! 

 fuck you.

 

 crack crack crack~ 

 i fluffing love you okay?!?! get it ;) 

omg, gonna see you guys in just a few more days! i'm excited!!! :D 

anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY V.I~ 

oh, pics aren't mine.. and Happy Birthday Rainie jie jie!

oh, thought i forgot about my blog huh? haha, i swear.. i was busy!! D:

anyways, i'll help you catch up with my life. cause, i'm like freaking cool. duh~

haha, anyways... omg, i freaking love ROOFTOP PRINCE. not cause of the actors. :/

omg, Park YooChun freaking hotttttt! LEE GAAAAAAKKK/TAE YONG. and my lil Park Ha, 万岁！

before i search for the cuteeeeeyyyy pictures, here are some very funny gifs for you guys! :D







hahahahahah, this is gold. but don't know if it's real or fan made... hmmm? but Young Bae oppa, you adorable thinggggggg <3

back to Yoo Chun, omgomgomg. he is from JYJ btw!





this is superb~! :D he looks hot in glasses! and yes, guys with glasses are a weak point for me.. of course, they themselves need to look good...
 maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

well that's all for today! check out JYJ - In Heaven... good song!
few more days then i'll be off to UK! excitedddd! :D