Dafuq!?

Can you stop it? I don't get it, you're as thin half of the people in the school and you're calling yourself fat? Saying that you're so fat half of the people in the school are skinner, then I guess the original half are all obese. Really, I just wanna slap you across the face, and scream "attention whore" at you. Only people who are thin or proud of their weight would dare tweet about it. Please lah, people won't at all pity you. To whoever is calling themselves fat when you're skinner than the whole population. I'm sorry if I offend you, but in reality you're actually hurting us. Sincerely, literally fat people. :/ I seriously wish the word fat and skinny didn't exist.

last day of January, got my presents or at least a card? no. -_-

sigh, by far the worst year. and it's only January. :( i rather have no one then having someone who don't give(?) sigh, what luck i have.

omgawd, Daesung's first Japanese solo album coming out! fuccccccccing excited~ !!


i'm totes getting it kkk~







오빠 너무 귀여워, yes i find you extremely cute~~

kkk, better one!

오빠 딱 내 스타일 :P

a taste of your own medicine.

you're half the reason why now everyone got separated from their friends, and you have the flying guts to cry cause you're ain't with yours anymore? dafuq?

if it wasn't for your "little" incident, none of these would've happened. 

and everyone who is talking bad about Mr Wong for changing our places. Don't blame him, what did he do? yeah, he isn't teaching us. but he is the PK HEM, he has the rights to barge in. so don't go dui-ing him as if he did something wrong.

"just cause, you didn't do what i did during your childhood" you already know how to use the word childhood, so technically you're still a kid.

now 3Teratai is a targeted class. why? it's not like everyone in the class killed someone, why are the innocent student getting punished? what did we do?

Gay post~

Got my new glasses. And I look very weird. :/ yes yes i was supposed to double check whatsoever. But I thought it looked great. Now I'm regretting. My life is full of regrets ain't it :( lol, hopefully I will get use to it! 라라라라라~ -gay post-

The new family member. What?

Complains and others.

I know complaining means you're not grateful blah blah blah. But, sometimes you just gotta let it out ya know? And since I'm not those 1 on 1 friend talk thingy, I prefer writing or typing it all out. Somewhat like the diary of a wimpy kid dude. Minus the wimp. Lol, anyways. It has been weeks since my birthday, and I've yet to receive anything. Passed so many Saturdays and Sundays and yet I don't have any gift. And the tension between Kenneth and I is totally out of hand. Come on, you said we are always the first. We stick together through thick and thin. And where are you now? I know I'm not supposed to say this but. Fuck you Kenneth. Once a liar always one, I still can't believe I trusted you. I regretted treating you as my bestfriend as you now treat us like shit (strangers). But thanks for showing us your true colours. Hope your new friends can tolerate your bullshit better than us.

life.

3teratai, lovely class but with some extra rotten apples.

Jessica, Daniel, Xufern and gang, new kid. to name a few. yes, i find them  fucking annoying or just plain disturbing

did you know what my ''pure eyes'' saw? Jessica and Daniel making out. roughly, ew. and the reason why? cause they were drunk, fucking drunk.... how the fuck did you even bring in that bottle of vodka in? and for fuck sake, you're underage! and to those who are covering their disturbing behavior, you're either fucking retarded or you're fucking dumb. and to daniel, you want us to what? not tell anybody about it? who the fuck are you to tell me what to say or what to do? you've no rights to stop us from telling, cause if you didn't want us to talk about this, you could at least get a room. or do it somewhere else. i don't care if you fuck, just not near my sight. how disrespectful can you get? and to xinli saying " what? you never see before meh? grow up lah" what? what is it you say? you expect me to grow up, and just continue with my life, well sorry. i'm still 15, i'm still under my parents wings. to those helping them, if you're gonna help them cause they tell you they won't do it again, think again. just take a while to fucking think! if you say you're "helping" them, you're actually making them worse. let them learn a lesson! and dear Jessica, please don't make people call you a slut, or maybe that's the name you were going for? cause if it's then you're doing a very good job! job well fucking done. discrimination to women. and to her ex bf, just give up. she doesn't need you, and you won't need those kind of human being.

sorry for cursing, i usually don't curse like that but, let me go yeah?

new kid, please. calm your attitude. no one likes it. 

and kenneth, i don't get you, and i'll never will. since all the debts are paid, you can officially leave. i don't need you and you asshole like attitude. i tell you everything since were my bestfriend, but since you don't do the same, and yet say i won't understand. well, go find someone better. i do regret buying so many and expensive stuffs for you, but yet i can't be pissed as it seems like a debt.

to all my close friends except Jocelyn, you indeed ruined my 15th birthday. i didn't wanna act as if it was a big deal, but yes it is indeed the worst. gave faye venn and amanda a birthday as i owe them, do i get any in return? no. you say you didn't get the time to buy me something, it may look like i'm complaining or whatsoever, but at least you could've made me a card and say you'll get me something afterwards. but do i get any on the date itself? well, thanks for showing me who were my true friends. not even wishing me, thanks. what's the point of wishing a day late, when you saw me the whole day? friends for 3 years, yet. am i that of a bad friend to get treated like this? when i was in london, mum told me just to buy them chocolates for my friend, yet i said i need to get them stuff rather than stupid chocolates. came back, i got stuff that i could easily get from Malaysia. yes, i was very disappointed. but yet i kept my cool. the only goods that i can accept are Jocelyn's pretty notebook and the BigBang notepad. tho, it's not important i just wanna point it out. back to my "birthday" day, end of school mum had to comfort me by saying "i told you to just buy them chocolates, but yet you didn't listen to me. as i said, Family is the most important." mum knows best. always. 

and the only thing that made my birthday day more special than normal days was when i spent half day which wasn't wasted yet with my closest family members. so, technically the only present i received was from Jocelyn, even a week late. well, i can't be mad at her, friends with her only for half a year so if she didn't remember, i'll let it go. hah. what was even more heartbreaking is that, even Hui Shyen wished me. and i don't even consider her as my friend, but my senior. you know whatever. it's soon gonna be a month after that day, i vow to myself to entirely erase what had happen and just keep going. tho, i wish i could.
even tho you guys acted if you guys knew, it still didn't made me any happier. and the reason why i cried was because i was hurt that neither of you wished me not because i lost a stupid RM 10. whatever, i'm done with birthdays. and next time, if you want to surprise another person on their birthday don't count me in. if you think i'm spoiling the party, i apologize in advance. sorry.

it's only the first month of the year, yet there's so many stories to share. and there will be more.

Jaejoong! :D

hi! :D sorry for not posting for a month or so! :P i do apologize~

anyways, yes if you're thinking if is it another birthday post, you're darn right. :P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM JAE JOONG~!!
생일 축하한다 OPPA! :D

although i only know you a few months ago, i instantly fell in love with you and the others !! today is only about Jaejoongie oppa!

and do you know that my first k-pop album is JaeJoong's solo album!!?! :P

anyways, here are some breath-taking pictures of him! enjoy~















 yes, yes.

*pics aren't mine* 


anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HERO! :D